Hindi Poem/Shayari - Lost in Sadness

Jhootha nhi hun, bss ab sachh bola nhi jaata
khi khoya hua hu, wapas aane ka mann nhi krta
Milna chahta hu, pr yaadon m uljha hua hu
Saath ki duaayein krta hua, koshish krne ki himmat nhi
Durr se hii dekhta hu, paas aana mukammal nhi
Aansuon m bhi hasta hu, yakeen mjhme nhi
Hawaa ban gya, lekin julhfon se teri guzraa nhi
Paas mere tu nhi, purii yeh zindgii nhii
Sapne ab purre nhi, adhoore ham pasand nhii.....